I disagree. Whenever I have suicidal fantasies, the sense of hopelessness is always accompanied by some twisted form of "that'll show them". "Them" is usually either my employer or a girl I adore. I'm deeply ashamed that that's the case, but it's the truth.
I can relate mate. There is so much self-shame in those thoughts but like with all mental illness, we can't generalize. I'm sure some people have those feelings, I know there have been times when my own episodes have even included them so maybe I shouldn't have written it off so quickly.
I disagree. Whenever I have suicidal fantasies, the sense of hopelessness is always accompanied by some twisted form of "that'll show them". "Them" is usually either my employer or a girl I adore. I'm deeply ashamed that that's the case, but it's the truth.